Hello eveyone, Friday's update is not that different from Thursdays.

WBC .006
Platlets 11
ran a slight fever, but it has subsided

My counts are are still so low that I have to be in solitary for few more days. I feel that Saturday shall be the day!

Funny thing about communication. Some things that seem so straightforward to some, need extra eplainantion to others.

So here it is, when I was told that there we re no platlets I asked for some turnips. In Mississippi we have trid to squeeze blood from them on more than one occasion. Didn't work this time either.

To anyone reading these words, may God richly bless you this day !
Frank

1:00 Hi everybody. Well, we lost our bet. Frank's levels did lower again today.

White count 0.05
Red count 4
Platlets 15

They are getting ready to give him some platelets. Please pray he doesn't have a reaction the the blood. He never has before, but it can happen. And continue to pray he doesn't get a fever or have any complications.

The kids are in Hot Springs on the lake with Jennifer's family today. I know they are having a great time and I'm thankful they are getting to do something fun. They'll come back tonight so they can be with Frank.
Love to you all.

3:36 oops.... the hospital is out of platelets. They said to be careful and come back tomorrow..... frank wants to know if anybody has any turnips.... get it???

Happy Wednesday.

I'm here at the clinic. Frank's asleep in the treatment room. He's been tired today. They think he's a little dehydrated so they're giving him some fluids. He's definately neutopenic as of yesterday with his white count 0.6 with platelets 47. They won't transfuse him unless they get less than 20. Wouldn't it be great if he didn't need one?! Let's all pray for that.

Everything else looks good. We don't have lab work back for today. We're going to leave here and go straight back the apt. No Big Mac's today. I want him away from everybody.

He wanted to say hi yesterday and when we went in to edit last nights message, the computer messed up and we lost it. So, I bet he'll get on tonight and say hi to everybody.
Love, peg

Hello again,

We got the lab work back for today. His white count is 0.1 and his platelets are 32. They want him to take some potassium tablets, but other than that, he's doing good.

These could drop again, but we're praying that this was the bottom and he's on his way up.
Mom's bringing the kids tonight. And Tom, a friend from home stopped in on his way back to Memphis. It's been a busy day and he's sleeping right now! (kids here...picture taken tonight!!)
Sending our love....

Hi family and friends!

How hot can it get, really? It is so hot here. I know it's hot at home too.
Frank and I went into the clinic today. They gave him his shots, antibiotic and drew his labs. We didn't wait to see what his blood work looked like, so we won't know until tomorrow. They said yesterday to expect his white count to be at it lowest. So he's wearing his mask now. His platelets dropped from 80's to 50's in one day.

He's eating better. He was craving a Big Mac for lunch and he ate the whole thing. That was probably the most calories he's had in one sitting since he's been here. I was glad to see him enjoy it. Eating should be that fun shouldn't it?

After lunch, we got his hair cut. (my favorite hairdresser is here) Heather buzzed him down pretty close...he's getting ready to shave it any day now. He looks good bald, but I have to admit I liked his wavy hair. Maybe it will come back in even more curly! We'll have to wait and see.

We're laying low tonight. We're watching Walk the Line, and I'm working on the computer. I'm ready to see the kids. Both our moms are with kids this week. My mom has ours. They are keeping her busy with their ever growing social schudules. Bible studies, swimming, soccer, dentists, birthday party. I feel guilty that I'm not doing much of anything and she's so busy. But I am so thankful. Frank's mom has Neely's 3 while they are in San Fransico.

Thank you for signing the guest book. We both enjoy reading your encouraging words. They really do mean so much. There is something so uplifting knowing you are cared about and thought of. It means the world to him to read those throughout the day. Thank you for taking the time.

We are so grateful and thankful for so many things. God has given us so many blessings, even in the midst of the trials.
We are blessed. We are blessd. We are blessd.

What a difference a day makes!

Frank's been here a week now. He got hooked up to the continuous bag last Monday. After getting "unplugged" Saturday morning, he decided he wanted to sleep in his own bed even if it was for only one night. So, we all packed up and headed home. And it was a great day for him.

He messed with stuff in the garage, drove the truck to the store to get Zach some lawn mower gas... just stuff. He was awake more hours that day than he had been all week. He watched me drive home like I was in Driver's Ed school. (that was fun for me ) He took a long hot shower and, the best part, slept in his own bed!

I loved it that we went to church together. We ran late just like normal. Chandler had to do "one more thing to her hair" and Chase spilt orange juice all over himself in the car! It felt so normal that Frank and I didn't even care. We forgot about everything for a few hours.

But, we headed back Sunday afternoon for his appointment at the hospital. Mom is at home with the kids today.

Now, we're waiting to see Dr. Barlogie. His levels are dropping as they should. He should be neutropenic by tomorrow. Platlets are in the 80's and dropping. They are watching him closely and taking good care of him.

Psalm 62
5 Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from him.
6 He alone is my rock and my salvation; he is my fortress, I will not be shaken.
7 My salvation and my honor depend on God; he is my mighty rock, my refuge.
8 Trust in him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to him, for God is our refuge.

Frank says we have to go see the doctor... more later. Peg

Hello All:
This is Frank, yes the special person of the week!

So far treatment has gone pretty much as expexted. Tiring and annoying. I'm resting most of the time. Peggy and the kids are here now. Chandler and Zach were able to be with me at the clinic this afternoon.

Another good part has been all the love, prayers and well wishes from all our friends and family. I am so thankful for all that everyone has done. It makes being away much more bearable.

Speaking of something special, we had a treat today. Chandler was due home today from the church trip. The buses were coming through and made an unskeduled stop in Little Rock to let Chandler off. She has been gone all week and all this caught her off guard. It feels nice that we are all back together for a few days.

I'll get unhooked from everything tomorrow. My counts will drop in a few days. Please pray that I'll stay free from any complications.

That is it for now, more later.
Frank

Happy Birthday Neely!!

Frank is doing great. He's almost done with the chemo. He'll get unhooked from all but one infuser tomorrow. Not having to carry that pump around is a good feeling.

The doctor said all his counts are looking like they are suppose to at this point. His blood counts will start dropping by the weekend.

I miss him terribly. I'm hoping to get the kids and be there by Friday.

Chandler is returning home from her church trip to Padre Island on Friday, and then we'll leave for Little Rock. The five of us together is a wonderful feeling and I'm looking forward to it.

Thank you for praying for our family!! We love you all, Peg

Okay, I've started over so many times.... I've tried to begin this journal from every angle. There is just no way around this!!

If you're reading it, that means you know Frank is in treatment again. There! I said it.

Now.... the rest of this should be easier.... for me to write, I mean.

The last entry was October 2004. Since that time Frank enjoyed another year of remission from the Myeloma. And we enjoyed it right along with him!! We had a normal routine again in every respect and it was such a gift from God. We've been busy, just like you, doing things like: school work, landscaping, soccer games, baseball games, track meets, guitar, piano and drum recitals, band concerts, lots of carpooling, teaching sunday school, hanging out with friends and family and going to bed late and getting up early!

In Oct 2005, we discovered Frank had relapsed. It was unexpected, but like we'd done before, we put those boxing gloves back on and got right back in the ring. Actually, Frank put on the gloves. I stood in the corner and cheered him on, along with his fans. With God's help, the fight was won in the early rounds.

Frank's treatments had him back into remission before Christmas. HO HO HO We are so thankful. He has continued to be in treatment since that time. But that doesn't stop Frank from having a great time!

Chandler and Zach were gracious enough not be too embarrassed by their parents (and Chase) tagging along on their church youth trip, and we were all able to go skiing over Spring break. It was a fabulous trip. It was wonderful to get away from everything and enjoy the glory of God's creation. So much fun! (the picture is of he and Zach)

Without too much detail...... we'll get caught up.

The doctor in Little Rock has recommend Frank have another stem cell transplant. Frank has the greatest chance of maintaining this remission with this treatment plan. With much prayer, and lots of confidence, we are moving forward. We are excited to see what God can do, and how He can do it. Oh, the wisdom He allows man to have!

Frank is in Little Rock. He should be there about 2-3 weeks. When the doctors feel he is ready, he'll return this fall for his transplant. He'll be able to use his stem cells that have been frozen since April 2003.

We've had many people ask us about the web site. I've been wanting to get it up and running again, but had to learn a few things first. The Blog entries are new and much easier for me to work with. I'll update often as long as he's in treatment, and especially while he's away from home. The Guest Book should be the same as it was before.

Pray requests:

1. That God would protect Frank's body from infection, or any complication due to the chemo. 2. That his blood counts would rise quickly without the need for transfusions.

3. For our family that stand in the gap while we are apart - for their strength and many blessings on their sacrifice of love for us.

4. For the kids: Chandler, Zach and Chase to face these challenges with grace and honesty as they try to deal with their daddy being sick.

Having the support of family and friends is so special us. They can give Frank chemo, but your prayer, love and support is true medicine for our soul. And the WHOLE family is encouraged.

"I thank my God upon every rememberance of you, always in every prayer of mine making request for you all with joy...." Phil 1: 3

In His grace, Peggy

WOW it has been 8 months since our last posting, sorry about that.

Last month I typed a short note into the guest book explaining that there simply wasn’t any remarkable news to report. I was shocked that 2 people replied within a few hours. I guess we’ve left a bunch of people in the dark. Again, sorry!

I am happy to report that Peggy and I have just returned from Little Rock (Oct 1) and Dr Barlogie gave me a great report. I am still in remission, I have no identifiable infections, my bone lesions are healing – in some instances the lesions are no longer visible on the MRI, and I have been cleared for the LAST round of Chemotherapy.

It’s a little surreal to even make that statement. The Chemo starts on Monday, runs through Friday, and I’ll be worthless (more) for a few days after that, but all in all these last treatments haven’t been that bad.

We have been fighting this disease for almost 2 years. It has been a long, hard road, but I have no regrets.

I am grateful to all of you that prayed for us, I am grateful that God heard our cries and said that I could stay, and I am grateful that this “event” can and has been used to glorify our Savior.

Speaking of that charge, recently both Peggy and I have had “formal” opportunities to share how God has lead us through the valley.

Peggy, along with her mom, spoke to the Women’s Ministry at our church last month. It was a very moving event. Their presentation was titled, “The Blessing of the Thorn.”

As usual, I cried. I’ll see if I can coax her into sharing her notes here on the website.

This past Wednesday I had a chance to share my testimony, or better stated, the testimony of Christ’s faithfulness to me during this fight.

Our class is studying Philippians this semester, and we are in the first chapter. It is easy to draw strength from Paul’s writings since while in prison he wrote about having JOY.

Our topic that night was Having JOY in Spite of our Circumstances. Paul writes in Phil1:12 “Now I want you to know, brothers, that what has happened to me has actually resulted in the advancement of the gospel.”

Well that’s how I feel about it too!
Wednesday, I took the opportunity to share with everyone that God is real, that He loves us, and that He will always be with His children no matter what. How Cool is That!

In addition, the family and I are trying to launch Beautiful Featz Ministries!

Basically it’s about encouraging more Christians to get involved in the community. I’ll have to do a formal write up when more pieces of the puzzle get in place.

Frank
John 5:24

Hello!

Well, Frank got back home tonight from being in Little Rock for a bone marrow biopsy. This is the first time he's ever gone alone for an invasive procedure. It wasn't easy knowing he was going alone, but it just sort of turned out that way. He was brave. That procedure is painful. I will join him next Monday and Tuesday when we return for his CAT scan, PET scan and visit with Dr. Barlogie.

Then he'll return home for his next chemo round. (After fighting with Dr. B about doing it in Little Rock). We just read an article about Dr. B. His Myeloma clinic brings $166 million into the Little Rock area. Amazing. We used to think Dr. Barlogie wanted us in Little Rock because he thought we didn't have IV's in Memphis! Now we know better! JUST JOKING.

We are very blessed to have such a gifted and brilliant doctor in charge of his protocol. But we love our Memphis guy, Dr. Weir just as much.

Chandler was home from school all last week sick, and Chase was home sick this week. And not to leave anyone out, Zach doesn't feel good! We've all been there...it's the winter blues! Frank actually caught the infection this time. It's been over a year and this is the first time he's caught anything from them. Dr. Weir treated him pretty aggressively here and he was back to work in 48 hours.

As always, being at the hospital is an adventure. Frank came home with stories of new people he'd met. Some not responding to treatment. Other new patients with that all too familiar "look" in their eye. It's all just another reminder of how thankful we are that God has allowed Frank's treatments to be so successful. His mission field.

A mom from the kids school is beginning chemo treatments for a new cancer diagnosis. It is amazing how God can bring us through something only to turn around and only hope to be an encouragement to another. I've been reminded of how important it is to give back what God has blessed us with. Zach got a card and wrote a letter to his class mate - the woman's daughter. I was proud of him. It wasn't that long ago that he was hurting so much himself. He wrote the note in private and slipped it in her back pack without ever telling anyone. I know his heart - and I can only imagine what he shared with her.

We still get phone calls and emails asking about Frank. It means so much to us that we aren't walking this journey alone. Your prayers keep us strong. I pray they are keeping you strong too!

Forever grateful, Peggy

Hello!!! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!! (And in case we miss it...Happy Valentines Day)

To all those who are upset at us for not updating sooner, we sincerely apologize. We did actually attempt to post an update around Christmas, but it got lost in cyberspace and never made it to John. Again, thank you John for helping us to keep this website going.After Frank got back from his second transplant, things really got busy for us. He recovered quickly for which we are so thankful for God's healing touch on Frank's body.

Our house sold. We began moving things in after Thanksgiving. We made 3 to 4 trips daily, moving things in until closing. Dec. 4 it was official - we slept in the new house for the first time. Just like you guys, the holidays were wonderful and we enjoyed being with family.

Frank had a chemo treatment the second week of December. He had to fight hard with Dr. B in Little Rock, but he won and got to stay in Memphis for that treatment. It was good that he was feeling almost normal by Christmas. I was so glad he was able to feel good enough to enjoy the kids.

Frank goes every Monday to West Clinic for his blood work. He comes home from work with his "report card" (that's what he likes to call it). His white count hovers around 3. We wish it were a little higher, but aren't complaining. He feels good most days and his spirits are incredible. We were able to hear Dr. Weir speak at a church here in town. He has such a sweet and gentle nature about him. We feel blessed to have him watching over Frank.

I started working with Crye-Leike here in Memphis selling Real Estate. I am learning things every day and have some vary gracious people that have come along beside me and helped me get started. I am excited and challenged to be doing something different. The timing has been good, Frank has been very supportive as well as the kids.

We feel so honored that you (that would be YOU if you happen to be reading this!) still pray for us and keep up with Frank's progress. We are so thankful for how far he's come in the treatment plan. And it feels so good to feel a sense of normalcy at home.

But, Frank does still have a year of treatment to go. Please continue to praise the Lord with us for his continued remission. Also for our brother-in-law Jim. Please pray with us for successful treatments this next year. We want the Lord to be glorified through all of this. We continue to thank God for each one of you!

Peg

Dear Ones:
It was at this exact time last year that I was (we were) trying to grasp the reality of having cancer.

To say that I was frightened is too simplistic. To say that I was confused doesn't cover the range of emotions either. I simply did not know how to feel. Numb, that would be closer than anything else.

This day, this week is truly one of Thanksgiving for us.
To all of you that prayed for us, cried with us, helped us, and supported us we are thankful.
Your prayers have been answered. God has granted our requests.

We're counting our blessings like never before.
Praise Him for this!
Frank

Well, Frank came home yesterday from Little Rock with his report from the doctor.Here's what we know.......

Frank's genetic profile - his DNA bone marrow samples - indicate that he should be able to maintain a lengthy remission. What wonderful news that was! We are so very thankful.

His white count was 1.9, but Frank didn't say that they seems concerned about it. It has dropped at little with each lab drawn. Everything else looked really good.

However, the fractured L2 vertebra that was responsible for his diagnosis has shown increased compression. We have read reports like this in the past, but Dr. Barlogie, at that time, had decided to watch it. Now, he wants to try and fix it, to prevent any further compression. This is done by injecting medicine into the vertebrae (guided by x-ray) that will harden the bone and fill in that space. He was also supposed to have a PET scan that got overlooked.

So, he left for Little Rock this morning to have those two things done, and will be home tonight. His spirits were great. He didn't appear to be nervous or upset about having this done.

His next chemo will be the second week of December. He had to argue with the doctor to let him have this treatment in Memphis, and he won! Frank also argued to wanted to wait until after the holidays to start this chemo, and he lost that one.

I don't think he goes back to Little Rock until March. Yeah!!

As thanksgiving rolls around, we are reminded of so much to be thankful for. We are in awe of our Lord, and how He works in and through each one of His children to be His hand and His feet...and so much more. The power of the Holy Spirit an awesome thing!!
Have a wonderful, blessed weekend.

Love, Peggy

It is a time of Thanksgiving indeed!

Hi everybody. I know it's been a while since we updated. We are sorry. I hope this finds each of you happy, and healthy and looking forward to Thanksgiving.

Frank is in Little Rock right now. He left yesterday morning, and should be back Thursday night. His MRI and bone marrow went well. The bone marrow biopsies are never fun, and I am still amazed after almost a year how well he handles them. He had the "new girl" today - that's always scary. But he had no complaints and said they were all laughing before it was over. He'll get the results and see Dr. Barlogie on Thursday.

We are thanking God for his progress and healing and praying for a continued remission. Frank was able to sneak off to Greenville for the night and visit with his parents. I know they enjoyed the surprise!

Jim, our brother-in-law, had another checkup the first week of November. He is also still in remission and got a good report from the doctor. We are so thankful for his health as well.

Tuesday the 18th was our 14th anniversary! We couldn't be together on Tuesday, but had a nice dinner over the weekend. We toasted to the last 14 and to the next 16!! We can attest to the fact that our "13th" year of marriage was not a superstitious "bad" year. In spite of the challenges that we faced as individuals and as a couple, it was one of the sweetest years of our marriage. We got refocused on what's really important and spent some very precious moments together.

Frank's attitude about his cancer and his never-ending, Christ-centered, positive outlook had taught me - and the kids- so much.

So, what else has kept us from making entries more often? Well, we sold our house - again! The first offer several months ago fell through, but it looks like this deal is going to stick. We are closing on Dec. 1st. In addition to that, for the last 4 weeks, I have been going to school to get my Real Estate license. With our house selling during my course, I felt like I was on a very long field trip! It's been a long time since I was in school and had to study! Let me rephrase that! It's been a long time since I was in school and chose to study!!

Anyway, I finished school today and passed all the necessary requirements.
We'll let you know how his check-up went after Thursday..........Thanksgiving's a week from tomorrow!

Psalm 100: Make a joyful shout to the Lord, all you lands! Serve the Lord with gladness;Come before His presence with singing.Know that the Lord, He is God; It is He who has made us, and not we ourselves;We are His people and the sheep of His pasture.Enter into His gates with thanksgiving, And into His courts with praise.Be thankful to Him, and bless His name. For the Lord is good; His mercy is everlasting,And His truth endures to all generations.

I'm Home!

My Dr.'s looked me over one more time on Tuesday then told me to go home. I have a terrible rash and am still running a low grade fever, but since there are no other symptoms they said go.This marks an end to the most aggressive parts of my treatment. To tell you the truth, the hardest part of all this has been the separation from family and being connected to life. The time away will be minimal from now on.

Phase 2 of treatment will include chemo every 3 months for the next year.
Regardless, I plan on growing my hair back. I don't like having a cold melon in the winter.

Thank you to everyone that has been sending me notes, well wishes, and prayers. Your strength has kept me sane.

Praise to God for His mercy.
Frank

Well, here we sit (in Little Rock) waiting for some answers.

I was supposed to be "paroled" on Friday, however a persistent fever has kept us here. No one wanted to take a risk (including me) by letting me go home and possibly get sicker.

I have an appointment first thing Monday. All my vitals will be evaluated and a course of action will be decided on.

The good news is I haven't broken 101 today. If I can maintain the low grade maybe, just maybe, I can come home.

Personally, I think I received the curse of the Frenchman when I tried to challenge his recovery record weeks ago. Jacque whereever you are...I apologize.

My smiling face will be back soon, just not soon enough.
Frank

Dear Father in Heaven:

I have cried out and thrown myself down for your mercy...You gave it without measure.
In my sin I doubted that miracles still happen...You delivered me despite my smallness.

There have been times that I have chosen the path of isolation, which leads to the pit...You sent Your Saints to my rescue.

I have endlessly worried about my wife and my children...You told me to trust in You.
We walked to the edge of what is called this life, and You said it is not time to go.

Thank you Lord Jesus for all of these blessings! Frank

Hi, everyone.

Well, the boys and I arrived in Little Rock late last night. Zach's soccer game was rained out, so we decided to go ahead and get on the road, pulling in around midnight. They are on fall break, and we'll be spending the long weekend with Daddy. Chandler left on Wednesday to visit her friend in Kansas City. She is having a blast, but it's very different without her here. Please pray she has a safe trip and good flight Sunday.

Frank is beginning to run fever. He's run low grade all week, but only at night. We have IV antibiotics he is supposed to hook up if it goes over 101. It's mid-day here and his last temp was 100.7. We are watching him closely.

His blood levels dropped again yesterday, so we haven't gotten word that he's "on the way up" yet. We are hoping it's soon. Frank did mention today that his chances of beating the Frenchman are fading, but he's handling it well. Being a Mississippi State fan has gotten him used to this sort of disappointment.

He's also developed the mouth sores that the chemo is famous for leaving behind. Although he doesn't feel as good as he did a few days ago, he is still doing very well overall. These side effects are yucky indeed, but are not unexpected. Frank is more than halfway done, and he's hanging in there beautifully.

Chase is also doing well. He had some tests run Thursday on his kidneys. They found out he has low grade reflux. The pediatrician hasn't gotten back with us about what we should do about these results. But we are very thankful it's nothing serious. He was a brave little boy during his tests, and I was grateful that I was there to comfort and love on him.

As I'm typing this Frank just got word about his lab values. It looks like he's coming up!! Yeah! His white count went from 0.3 to 0.5. Maybe he's made the turn. His platelets are 20. Please pray that won't get any lower. Last time he had to have a transfusion of platelets when the level went to 14. We don't want him to have blood products if he can help it.
His CRP level is an indicator of infection. It was high. So also please pray that God would heal any infection brewing and the fever would go away!

Thank you for keeping up with our family and Frank's progress. We are so thankful for your prayers.

We would love to know who "you" is though. Sign the guestbook and tell Frank hi! There's not much to do here, he'll enjoy reading it.

Isaiah 12:2 Behold, "God is my salvation, I will trust and not be afraid."

Life in Little Rock has been slow and uneventful. Praise God for that.

I have had very few problems physically, except the constant fatigue. I had to take a 2 hour nap after making the trek to the hospital today. It amazes me how a few ounces of chemicals can make such and impact on ones body. I ran a 5K race on Saturday the 27th. Now I can't walk to the car without feeling it!

For any of you that might possibly be interested, here are the numbers:
White Count .02;
Red Count 3.60;
Hematocrit 32.8;
Platelets 20.
I hope that's the bottom, I'm getting tired just looking at them.

I am so proud to announce that my daughter tried out for and was selected for the 6th grade ECS cheer squad. She put a lot of work into this endeavor and Peggy and I couldn't be more proud.
Great Job Chandler!

Frank

Congratulations to newlyweds Keith and Lori !
May God continue to richly bless you both.
Sincerely Frank & Peggy

Little Rock update...In reflection upon this past week all I can say is praise be to God!
Good health reports, lots of quality time with my family (mom, dad, Peggy, and the kids), the opportunities to help others in need (I actually stopped having tunnel vision and did something for others), and the time in prayer getting mentally ready for the challenge that begins today are all the reasons that I am thankful.

The treatment lasted for about 1.5 hours today. I still feel fine for now. Stem cells to be delivered at 9:00am in the morning.

Tuesday will be the beginning of all the fun.
Frank

Finally the Medical Establishment confirms what I've been telling them for a long time: I am officially the healthiest sick man in America.

The great staff of UAMS threw test after test at me this week and I passed them all with flying colors. I've been studying really hard these past few months. I was bound and determined to do well. The studying paid off. I am still in remission, my bones and organs are healthy, and the lesions that the cancer created are showing signs of repair.

Dr Barlogie gave me the green light to continue with the next step of treatment, which is high dose chemo, then stem cell replacement. This is my second transplant, and hopefully the last one for a long, long time.

The fun starts this weekend and by Tuesday I'll be catatonic. I have as my goal to set the new world record for immune system recovery. The current record is 12 days and was set by French immigrant farm worker back in 1982. I have to beat that Frenchman's record. It is a matter of national pride.

Since I've been here I have had the opportunity to meet two newly diagnosed patients. They had the same fear in their eyes and trembling of voice that I had when I first arrived. It was really neat to be able to comfort and encourage them.

If you have just a moment please lift Gary and Debra up in prayer. They need the comfort and peace that only God can bring.

That's all for now!

Frank

Here we go again!...we are back in Little Rock for the second transplant. Our spirits are high and we have our game face on. We are ready to get this done.

The biggest question for me (Frank) is always...how do you feel?. Well I'll tell you I feel great. I feel normal. I feel that I am blessed beyond belief.

There is a popular verse that people rely on for encouragement..."I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Phil 4:17. I'll claim that, but here is something else that's neat: If you keep reading the passage, the next verse says, "Nevertheless, you have done well that you have shared in my distress."

We are so thankful for all of you who have shared this experience with us. The calls, the notes, e-mails, gifts, the helping hands, and the prayers have all helped deliver the family and I to this point.

We thank you!
Frank

Hi! This is the day that the Lord has made, let's rejoice in it together!

We are rejoicing in the wonderful ways that God goes before us and behind us to take care of His children.

Frank and I were out with our agent STILL trying to find a house when he got a call. The man buying our house lost his job and the contract fell through. I feel really bad for him, but I know that God is in control. The pressure is off for us to find a house so quickly. And I won't have to close with power of attorney and move without Frank - which would've been hard for him.

What a reminder that God knows best for us! I only pray that poor man feels the same way.

Frank had his blood work drawn in Little Rock yesterday. We don't any results yet, but expect them to be wonderful. The 22nd will be here before we know it. The kids said we need to pack in a lot of fun before Daddy has to leave. I totally agree!

With love and thanksgiving for you all.........Peg

Happy September everybody ~ hope you all had a good weekend.

Things are hopping at the Carlton house. We have a contract on our house. As some of you know, we've had the house on/off the market for about 2 years. Frank said when he was in remission, we'd try again.
However, finding a house has been a challenge. Our priorities have changed in what we are looking for, which has made the process more tedious than I'd imagined. And then of course I have the "garage sale theory". You know how it goes: stuff sits around your house and you think you don't want it. You put in the garage sale for a buck. Then someone picks it up and thinks they want it, and all of the sudden you change your mind. "I think I'll keep it - I know exactly what to do with it." I think I feel that way about my house. Now that I have to leave ~ it's never looked better!

Frank's birthday is coming up on September 11. And he'll be leaving for the transplant on Sept 22. His parents will be with them that week, while I stay here and close on the house and move. Could he have planned that any better, or what??

The kids are doing great. Chandler is adjusting to middle school, and the boys enjoy their classes too. Chase is trying gymnastics this year, Zach is playing soccer and the drums (not at the same time), and Chandler is in her 4th year of piano.

Frank is excited about work and a new product line they are trying to get going. I think leaving for a month will be harder this time for that reason. The doctors say that the second transplant is supposed to be easier than the first. That's encouraging. His body hasn't had chemo since May 29. When he got the 1st transplant, he'd been getting chemo every 5 weeks. Since the body has had a rest, it should be easier. Let's pray for that!

Thanks for keeping up with us, and for your continued support of our family. It means so very much to us. Email us and let us know how YOU are doing!!

A new picture on the way.................
So grateful for my forgiveness today, aren't you?
Love, Peggy

Well, just like the Lord laid on Ms Odie's heart, my Health Report came back clear of all cancer !

My next hardcore treatment (transplant) will begin on Sept 23rd.
Once again I am so thankful and so amazed ! Of course first for God's mercy for allowing my body to heal and secondly for Him so vividly reminding me that He cares.

Don't forget to thank Him for the blessings that come your way too !

1 Thessalonians 5:16 - 18 Rejoice always, pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.

Well God did it again!
God literally reminded me how much He loves me again on Monday ! Let me explain......

Yesterday was the eve of a new round of tests to determine if I'm still in "remission".To the casual observer, I was acting pretty normal.However on the inside, I have to tell you I was struggling. It all hit me after lunch. A wave of emotions about my future, about what will happen to the kids and Peggy if I don't make it much longer, all kinds of crazy thoughts just pounding away at me.

By the time I drove home I was in somewhat of a panic.Just after I arrived home Peggy told me that I needed to return a phone call. Ms Odie had called me.Most of you don't know Ms Odie, but you should. She is a friend of our family, older (probably 70'ish), who has been through more adversity than anyone I know, and an extremely confident woman of faith.I didn't act on the phone call, instead I just did my usual after work routine,...put on shorts & tee shirt, cut the grass, helped with dinner, etc...and in a way ignored Ms Odie's call. I had buried my concerns in my "busy work".

This lasted for a while, but around 8:00pm, Ms Odie called back.After the standard how do-you-do's, Ms Odie got down to business. She started telling me that God had woken her up early Monday morning (3am) and put me on her heart. She said that she had zeroed in on me and had been praying for my health.She told me not to worry about anything, because God had put it on her heart that I was going to be fine. Ms Odie said that whatever concerns that I had needed to be given up to God in prayer and that I needed to hang up the phone and go get on my knees.

So I did !I needed to share this story with everyone because it blesses my heart, and I hope yours, to know that God is watching out for us.No person had told Ms Odie that I was about to go for tests; nor did she know that I was hurting.God knew, and He laid it on her heart to tell me that He cares for me, that He cares for all of us.

And I had forgotten who my Father is.
In His Grip...........Frank

1 Peter 5:6,7 Humble yourselves, therefore, under God's mighty hand, so that He may lift you up in due time. Cast all your fears on Him because He cares for you.Ephesians 6:10-12 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in His mighty power. Put on the full armor of God s that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil.

WOW...how time flys when you're in remission and having fun!

I can't believe that it has been almost a month since our last posting. It has been nice not having to constantly think about "the journey" for a while.

Well, if you are checking in, please remember to lift me up in prayer today and tomorrow (Tuesday).
Tuesday I travel to Little Rock for another round of tests. This one is to determine if I have maintained the "status quo" or if the cancer is active again.

If I pass the tests, I get to wait for the next transplant until September. If I fail, well it's back into the treatment room for another round of cancer warfare.

Anyway, please take a minute and pray for my remission.
Thanks!
Frank

Psalms 145: 17 - 21 The Lord is righteous in all His ways, Gracious in all His works. The Lord is near to all that call upon Him, To all who call upon Him in truth. He will fulfill the desire of those who fear HIM; He will also hear their cry and save them. The Lord preserves all who love Him, But all the wicked He will destroy. My mouth shall speak the praise of the Lord, and all flesh shall bless His holy name. Forever and ever.

After testing for a few days in Little Rock, we saw the doctor yesterday. He told us Frank was still in remission! Praise God!!

Chase tells his friends that "his dad got intermission", and so we thank God for dad's intermission, too. Frank got a treatment today at West Clinic. But other than blood work, he's free until the first week of August.

Dr. B said he wanted to do the next transplant in the second week of August. After the look on both our faces, he asked what was wrong with the second week of August. "It's only the first day of school", we reply, "no biggie". So he made a deal with Frank. He comes back/goes back ( we don't whether we're coming or going anymore ) for a PET scan Aug. 5. If it's clean, he can wait till September for transplant - Frank's preferred time. But if anything comes up on the scan, he'll proceed with transplant then.

Knowing how many people are praying for us continues to be a huge source of encouragment for us. We have been so blessed by the children that pray for Mr. Frank lately. Several times this past week, we've run into children that come up and ask me how Mr. Frank is doing. When I tell them he's doing great and in remission, it's such a joy to watch their reaction. Some jump up and down clapping, others hug us and some give a "cool" gesture. I've played out these encounters over and over again, and I just can't help but smile. What a neat example they are for me, and what a tribute to their parents.

Enjoy the summer! Frank and I are just going to hang out with the kids and celebrate "Intermission".

We'll be in touch......and we thank God for you all. Peg

Frank and I are in Little Rock. He finished his testing around lunch today, and now he's resting.

The bone marrow testing was today - that's the hardest. He does them without sedation now, and does great. Only an MRI tomorrow. Our friends from Kansas are also here. We just love blessing like this one! We're going to eat out with them tonight.

Jim's report came back great. He is still cancer free!! We are so very happy for he and Lisa and the kids!

Thank you for your continued prayers! Frank and I thank God for the wonderful support He's provided through each one of you.

Stay cool, and have a wonderful blessed day. Peg

Isaiah 40:28 Have you not known? Have you not heard? The everlasting God, the Lord, the Creator of the ends of the earth neither faints nor is weary. His understanding is unreachable.

Hi everybody!

Well, Frank and I leave for Little Rock tonight for his post-transplant check up. We'll be gone until the 10th.
Frank's recovering well. He gets stronger everyday although his counts are still very low. We are looking forward to great news from the doctor......and we'll keep you posted!

Jim, our brother-in-law, is having another 3 month check-up for Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma tomorrow. Please join with us in praying for another good report. Lisa and Jim will be seeing the doctor tomorrow after the tests.
xxooxxoo......

Things I've learned from fighting cancer:

Our bodies really don't belong to us, they're God's and we have them on loan.
God does answer YES to our prayers, not always, but I thank Him for this YES.
I have more friends than I ever knew.
Challenges can bring a refinement in our faith.
Refined faith brings God glory, and that's why He put us here.
God always keeps His promises.
Being surrounded by men and women of faith is the most uplifting experience of my life.

The fight's not over...I hope to learn a lot more.
Frank

A time of reflection........(bear with me). 7 months ago, when Frank's journey began, there were 3 verses that I kept going back to for some reason......

Phil 1:12-14 Now I want to know brethren, that my circumstances have turned out for the greater progress of the gospel, so that my imprisonment in the cause of Christ has become well known throughout the whole praetorian guard and to everyone else, and that most of the brethren, trusting in the Lord because of my imprisonment, have far more courage to speak the word of God without fear.

From our side of the computer, each one of you will never know how much your words of encouragement for us kept us strong in the Lord. So many times, we've met or heard of people that read these entries that we don't even know. E-mails have come to us with amazing testimonies of a growing faith.

Frank said from the beginning that he wanted God to be glorified through this cancer journey (his "imprisonment" - if you'll allow me the analogy).

As we've seen the mercy of God working in our own lives, we have also been witness to God working in yours. We have seen your "courage to speak the word of God without fear". We have hoped that your answered prayers on our behalf have only strengthened each one of you as these last 7 months have strengthened us. The body of Christ is an awesome mystery. I can't wait to see what God will do next, can you?

Frank is still recovering. He saw Dr. Weir today. We were shocked that is white count was the same as Monday - 1.11, but the other counts had gone up. The doctor said everything was fine and that he looked great! (I could've told them that. :)

He is still fighting a queasy tummy, but the doctor said that was normal too.

We are humbled and grateful that God answered our prayer specifically. He made it through transplant with no infection, minimal side effects and perfect timing - (kids are at camp while he recovers).

The main question people are asking is "what now"? Frank still has to complete the protocol for his treatment. There is another transplant in the fall. Then, another year of chemotherapy. After that, there is a maintenance regimen of shots. He'll be followed closely with blood work monthly. The key with Myeloma is keeping it beat down. The treatment isn't over, but as Dr. Weir said today, he's been through the toughest part now. And with God's help, he's done it beautifully.
We are looking forward to picking up the kids on Saturday. They haven't heard the news and Frank can't wait to look them each one in the eye and tell them! What a day that will be!

We love you all......
Still overwhelmed with joy, Peggy

Today I was officially declared "in remission" from cancer.

Thank you to everyone who has been faithful to pray for me during the past 7 months.

Praise God for answering prayers! Give Him thanks! Sing Him a song! Dance a jig! However you feel led, please don't forget to give Him the glory.

Peggy and I drove home from Little Rock today. I must say it was one of the best trips I've had in a long while. I'll be recuperating this week, since my white blood cell count is still very low, but man-o-man it is good to be home.

More later, but we wanted everyone to know.
Frank & Peggy

Well, when you're down, UP is the only place to go.

My levels bottomed at 0.01 and now I am 0.33. We are waiting for the magic number of 2.0. The doctor's appointment is set for Monday.....we'll see what happens.......

I'm still on the antibiotics for a low grade fever, but the nurses don't seem to be too concerned. I think it's par for the course. There's a light at the end of the tunnel and home is on the horizon.

Thank you for your prayers. Frank

Good morning! We've had a full 3 days. It's hard to believe we've been here as long as we have. We miss our house, dog and cat. (I miss the dog more, but don't tell anyone...especially Chandler).

Sunday, Frank's levels had dropped to a new low. His white count was 0.01 and his platelets got done to14. He got a bag of platelets and some IV fluid at the hospital. He ran fever the night before, so we started IV antibiotics right away. He also had pain in his chest. They did 2 x-rays and the doctor came to see him but they couldn't find any reason for his pain. We were very thankful it wasn't fluid on his lungs or anything else.

When we went to the doctor Monday, they told him his counts had doubled! We were so thrilled! And then they told us his levels went from 0.01 to 0.02. This is how mentally challenged we are here. They were teasing us all along and we're packing our bags ready to come home!!

Yesterday his count was 0.03. Frank and I have made a game out of trying to guess what the next lab value will show. So far, we are both losing. His other counts are still dropping, so it's just a waiting game. Frank's challenge was to beat the record and get out of here by 11 days. He's missed it, but I think God is totally in control.

We have met so many people here this time. We have 2 apartments this time - the kids have been in one with g-parents, but the apartments are not next to each other. One is the front while the other's in the back. We have all walked a path going back and forth so many times. Late last night, I was headed over to see the kids and ran into our neighbor - new patient, recent widow. He was feeling really down and hopeless. Mom and I were able to talk to him and encourage him in the Lord and pray for him. Walking away from moments like that strengthen me so much.

The night before we heard music from the building next door and thought it was the radio. Turns out it was 3 teenage girls playing the guitar and singing praise music outside the apt. They had just met that day, and both had mothers with Myeloma.

Frank is still on the antibiotics and all we have to do now is wait until the white counts get to 2.0. We are getting there - one day at a time. His pain is better but he's still running a fever. His spirits are good. He got up this morning and made himself eggs and biscuits with apple jelly! That's pretty good!!

The kids have been here since Sunday and Mom is here this week with us. We've enjoyed swimming and playing with them. I feel so very blessed that I have been able to be with kids both last week and this week. It's a gift we've been given by both our parents and we are so thankful.

We continue to thank God for the prayers that are being lifted up for Frank and our family. We feel His presence and see evidence of His grace daily. Our God is an awesome God!

Peggy

Good morning to everyone! I pray that this day has brought a special blessing from the Lord to each of you.

Peggy and I have been hanging tough over here. There haven't been a lot of things to post, so we haven't. Each day is filled with waiting on my blood counts to rise or fall, depending on the date after transplant. Yesterday my white blood count was 0.03, which is not good if you're healthy, but desirable for now in the process.

When you are cooped up as much a we are there isn't a lot to do. My platelet count is 28, so Peggy won't let me run with scissors. That leaves watching TV, which I had done much of.

The highlight for TV this week was the Dateline special about the Tampa, Florida news reporter that has Leukemia. He has 2 small children. It was a faith story of how his faith, and the miracle of a bone marrow donor put him remission. Peggy and I kept exchanging looks as we found so many similar aspects of our story. So many people were praying for them. Like you are doing for us. We thank the Lord for each of you.

Please keep us lifted up. I have started running a fever and having abdominal cramps. We hooked up the IV antibiotic at midnight and called in this morning. These things need to be dealt with, so I am headed back the hospital on what was once my "day off". Also, travel mercies for both our family as the changing of the guard occurs. The kids are coming back to Little Rock today.

We'll keep you posted! Have a Blessed Day!

JOY.

It is amazing to me that in the midst of the hardest thing we've ever had to face, we can still have such joy. I know with all my heart that joy is from the Holy Spirit. It's nothing we've done. It's a gift. A wonderful, precious, underserved gift. And I am so thankful.

Frank and I have been going to the hospital daily for lab work. Car rides are no fun for Frank. (I'll just leave it at that.) His levels are dropping a little bit, but they're only beginning to fall. His side effects from the chemo are increasing with each day, but he is taking it in stride. Time just won't go fast enough for him. He's "resting" so much and says he's bored. I know that must make the days go by slowly. But his spirits still seem good.

Frank's parents and the kids are still here. They all leave tomorrow for Greenville. Even though Frank is sleeping and resting a lot, he says it's a comfort to hear us all in the other room. That's a great feeling. It has been wonderful to have the kids here. We've had fun swimming and riding around the complex with their skateboards. They even play backgammon with daddy when he's awake. Having us together as much as possible has been very important to me and I feel grateful that that has happened.

Frank and I will be here together for the weekend, and then the kids come back for another week here with Nana. We are praying we'll be able to go home next week where he can finish recovering in his own bed.

We are praying specifically that the side effects will remain minimal...or just go away all together! That he'll remain free from infection. That this transplant will put him in remission! Safety for the kids and travel mercies on them. And that God would continue to be glorified in all we say and do. We talk to many patients every day and pray that we would be sensitive to any opportunity the Lord may put before us.

May your day be filled with ...JOY......................with love, Peggy

Happy Sunday to everyone.

Friday's transplant went very well. The nurse walked in with the - might I say - very little bag of stem cells. 5.5 million cells in that tiny little bag Frank is holding in the picture above. The infusion was over in 4 minutes! The nurse said that all he's been through got us up to this point, and it would be over in 5 minutes. She was right.

Frank has been sleeping more and more. The change has been gradual, but you can see the chemicals slowly doing their thing. He did some walking Friday and Saturday, but not today. His tummy is upset and he's fighting off the nausea as best he can.

The kids are here in Little Rock now. We met mom in Forrest City for the switch. It was great to hug and kiss on them! Frank's parents are coming tomorrow to help me with them and visit with us. I'm looking forward to a great week.

Thanks for all for your continued prayer and encouragement of us. Frank and I pray that each one of you are just as encouraged and growing in faith as you've seen YOUR prayers answered. We are in awe of the mystery of the body of Christ, and power of prayer. Our God is an awesome God.

We are praying that God would protect Frank from infection, have minimal side effects and no complications that would slow down this process.

Because of His great love for us,
Peggy

We have had such a great day! We've been walking around in a cloud of thankfulness since Tuesday.

Frank had to be at the hospital early this morning to receive a medicine via an IV. Afterward, he had a meeting with a hospital administrator. He's working - even during treatment. I am so proud of him and his wonderful attitude. I stayed at the apt. while he took care of business and was able to get out and walk. It felt great to get out, although I did miss my dad's company. We walked together every day over the weekend.

Frank and I went back to the hospital this afternoon for the chemo. Unlike the past chemo treatments, this one only lasted 20 minutes. That is quite a switch from the fanny pack he used to wear over 5 days. It's amazing how much stronger this is, yet how little he actually gets of it. We were in and out of there quick and came back to the apartment for dinner.

There have been so many blessings all along this journey ~ we love to talk about them. One of them is the time we've had together. Not many couples at this stage in life have this amount of alone time. I can remember when getting 10 minutes after work was an accomplishment! I know you guys can relate. Although we miss the kids and are ready to see them next week, we cherish the time we've had together, too. Like I told him before we were married, "he's a keeper".

He is feeling really good. The annoying side effect he's got right now are the hiccups. The decadron gives him the hiccups. Not just every now in then, but for hours. He's sitting behind me now, hiccupping away!...for over an hour now. Scaring him didn't help - I tried!

Tomorrow is the transplant. We go in the afternoon and they'll give him some of those wonderful stem cells he so willing gave in April. We praise the Lord daily for His goodness to us. We talk to many patients that don't have such wonderful news. We are humbled and overwhelmed at the mercy and grace that has been given to Frank. We give God all the glory for the healing process that has taken place in his body. Prayer is a powerful!

1 Peter 5:6,7 Therefore humble yourself under the mighty hand of God, that He may exalt you in due time, casting all your cares upon Him, for He cares for you.
I'm so glad He cares for us! May each of you experience the joy of the Lord today!

Peg

Psalms 66:19,20: "Certainly God has heard me; He has attended to the voice of my (our) prayer. Blessed be God, who has not turned away my prayer, nor His mercy from me."

Good Morning!
Well, things are going very well for me so far.

I got all my test results back on Tuesday and everything was very promising. They can only find trace amounts of the "M" protein in me at this time. My bone marrow biopsies were clean. The good part is the Dr. made the comment that I really haven't gone through the most aggressive part of my therapy yet. The stem cell transplant (which I now get on Friday) is the heavy hitter.

The tumor lesions in my bones are either holding steady or reducing in size. Again, good news.

By this coming Monday, the chemo will be working me over pretty well. The nurse said the fastest anyone has recovered from Stem Cell Transplants was 12 days - the longest was 48 days.

Please pray for a speedy recovery with no complications. In fact, pray that I set a new world record of 11 days.

As you can imagine, we are very happy to be in this place and that the Lord has brought us so far.

Frank & Peggy

Well, today is the big meeting with the Dr.'s to see where I stand, if I'm healthy enough to take the next round of chemo, and to start the weeks of waiting on the results of the transplant.
Peggy and I see the Dr. this morning at 9:00am, then I have a few more tests.

I feel really good about this phase (transplant) of my treatments. I know it will not be fun, but somehow I think the most difficult part of treatment is past.

Pray that we will all stay infection free.
Frank


Hi everybody, Peg here.

Sorry we've been so lax on an entry. The last few days of school were so hectic, and we left for Little Rock last Wednesday. We enjoyed getting to come home for the weekend and enjoying the extra day to rest. We didn't leave Memphis until 11 o'clock last night...so little time!

This is the trip we've all been waiting for. The trip you've been praying for. We both have a lot of anxiousness about it. Our "medicine," besides a lot of prayer, has been to live as normal as possible take one day at a time.

Sunday in church, these verses spoke to me: Psalm 33:20-22 "Our soul waits for the Lord; He is our help and our shield, for our heart shall rejoice in Him, because we have trusted in His holy name. Let your mercy, O Lord, be upon us, just as we have hoped in you."

Thank you for your prayers, your support, your encouragement and your love. Each one of you have been a blessing to us. Have a wonderful, wonderful day!

Hello!! We're singing praises today for more answered prayer!

Frank's blood work for his myeloma markers came back with a new low ~ 0.3. Not only was this a new low for him, his levels stayed at 0.4 for 4 weeks before the drop. This was also a first Praise the Lord!!

The goal is for that level to be zero, but if the numbers stay low, and consistantly stay down, the doctors will say Frank is in remission. We are so very thankful that this is on the horizon.

Our break from Little Rock has been great. We've been so busy with the children The end of the school year makes May so busy ~ and fun. Frank went with Zach to dissect a fetal pig while I went out of town with Chandler. The boys shared all their details with us at the dinner table.....over spaghetti.......how much fun!!

Frank's appointments for Little Rock begin next week. Please keep praying for this next phase of treatment. God has been so faithful to us. He is there and meets every need. To Him be the glory!

The new picture was taken during the stem cell collection April 10. Ain't he a cutie??
Love, Peggy

Hello all, yes these past two weeks have been wonderful. I've been Mr. Normal doing all the things that we all do everyday. From picking up car pool to spreading fertilizer on the lawn, man it feels good to do that stuff.

One caveat, I still have not cleaned out the attic. That would be abnormal activity, of which I am still not ready to tackle.

God Bless You All!
Frank

Hi everybody, it's Peggy. Frank and I have had an incredible few days. I have so much I want to share, but sometimes it's hard for me to get it out in words...

Frank's sister, Neely was here with her husband Dave and their baby girl, Marissa. Newborn babies are just such miracles to behold! Seeing her brought a flood of feelings for me. Joy for their family and all they have to experience with her, and memories of our own family: places we've already been and how precious that time is and, of course, how fast the time passes.

But looking at her precious face was very calming. It reminded me of how much God loves us, and keeps us, and provides for us. Not just as a baby, but every day. We have felt that fatherly provision from God so strong through this. It is so amazing and humbling and awesome to see God work in such a real and tangible way. It blows us away........It gives me the strength and faith to continue to trust Him for every detail of our life.

What I've been trying to do lately is thank Him more for where we are, and trust that the final outcome of any hard time is that we are being perfected and molded to be more like Him.
Frank is doing great. His blood levels are coming back up from the chemo. And we are enjoying being home.

We return the last part of May for the transplant, and have some specific things we are praying for. Frank continues to have some GI systems. Nothing serious, but annoying for him. Please pray that God would prepare His body to handle this next phase and heal anything going on that would cause complications. Please pray as the Lord leads you for all the different aspects of being away from home. The safety and emotions of the children as they are with us and away for some of the time. The protection of Frank emotionally and physically.

Chandler and I are leaving for St. Louis on a school trip tomorrow. Please pray for a sweet time of fellowship with "just the girls", and for safety.

Frank and I thank God all the time for each one of you, and for the way He has used His people to be His hands and feet and angels over us.

May God bless each one of you! Until next time...

Finally we're home!...once again.Chemotheraphy for the week went as usual, tube in chest, bag on hip, lot's of time to think, nothing on TV, and not even a good war to follow these days. I did finish a good book called "Band of Brothers" by Steven Ambrose. If you're into WWII history, then it's a great read.

I am very thankful for my helpers,...Sandy, mom, Peggy, I could not stay focused without out you!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SANDY, She is 29 again, (too)

If you are willing, we have a few new prayer requests: That God would heal my GI tract so that I can tolerate the next round of Chemo with no complications;
That God would use the next round of Chemo & Transplant to put me into complete remission (June);
That God would protect our family, physically and emotionally, through this next phase.

By the way, I am officially finished with Phase 1 of my treatments. Phase 2 are the transplants, then I'll be on maintenance.

To all of you that are keeping us in your prayers, I thank you !
Praise God for your faithfulness.

These past two days have been full of up’s and down’s. I had come back to Little Rock for what I thought was a series of standard tests and my plan was to return to Memphis for another round of chemotherapy.

Well the first part of the plan went as scheduled, all the tests came back with positive results, cancer still being held at bay, bone marrow is normal, all vitals look good, and my bald head is still turning heads with the nursing staff. Plans are still for my 1st stem cell transplant in June.

Additionally, it appears that my last visit must have left quite an impression on the registration staff. When I first walked in one of the ladies looked up and gave me a great big smile. I asked, “Do you remember me” thinking that she remembered my charm and charisma. She replied, “Yes, yes I do, you’re that stem cell guy, the one with 40 million in one day”I always knew I would be famous one day, just never knew for what. Now I know, from now on, my name is Mister Stem Cell.

The second part of my plan did not go as I had anticipated. I had thought that I would be coming back to Memphis and starting chemo on Monday the 28th. Dr Barlogie decided that I should start immediately. I have had a slight problem with my esophagus with the last round of medications and he wanted me to get on the current chemo ASAP, and under his supervision. I tried to respectfully disagree with him, but he was very firm with his recommendation. What can one do; I marched downstairs and got plugged up to my “mini me” chemo bag.Of course the majority of the day was spent waiting on each appointment.

Since I had time to think, I started reflecting on the thought that if my plans were not coming to fruition the way I wanted them to, then did that mean God had something else in mind for me.

Guess what, God immediately placed a few things in front of me that I knew I had to do.There was an elderly couple sitting next to me in the lobby waiting their turn to see their Doc. We struck up a conversation and after a few minutes I could tell things were not going well for them. He had been trying to collect stem cells for over a week and just could not get enough. They were frightened and a bit worried so instead of just wishing them well, I asked them if they would like to pray.So we did. Right there in the lobby of the cancer waiting room in front of 25 or so sick folks, we lifted up the name of Jesus and asked for better results in treatment, for comfort no matter what, and for His peace. I did not see them after that but; I know the sincere interest in their well being warmed their hearts.Immediately after that I turned to my left where I met an elderly woman who was waiting alone. I could see in her face the same look of despair so I asked her if she would like to pray too. She said she sure would, so we broke down and prayed the same things.

It was very moving to me and as I have said from the beginning, my hope is that I will bring glory to God through this trial. Yes I want to be healed, but more importantly than that I want to stand before my maker with a smile, knowing that I was obedient to him while I’m on this earth.John 14:21 He who has my commandments and keeps them, it is he who loves me; and he who loves ME shall be loved by my Father and I will love him and will disclose myself to him.

Until next time !Frank

"Now to Him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that the we ask or think, according to the power that works within us, to Him be the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations forever and ever. Amen" Eph. 3:20-21

This verse has been our song of thanksgiving for several days now. We're sorry we're just now making an entry.

As you know, we were told it could take a week or more to get 20 million cells, but we knew Thursday that things looked good. The final count for Thursday was 30 million stem cells!!

Praise the Lord!! It puts us in a state that leaves us, literally, speechless. We went back the next morning and they got more, the final count is 40.9 million. We were anxious to get home and left as soon as we could. There wasn't room for a flea in the car. It looked like we were leaving for college.

We spent the rest of the weekend at the ballfield where Chase had a tournament. This one was different though, because it was a benefit tournament in honor of Frank. This event brought with it so many overwhelming emotions. We walked around on our feet all weekend but in our hearts, we were on our knees before the throne. The thankfulness and gratitude that we feel to each parent, and participant, is more than we can ever describe.

Our weekend was capped off with a birthday celebration for our daughter Chandler. She is 11 years old now. She is beautiful and wise beyond her years. The crowd pleaser was a "Dirt" Cake made from Oreo cookies.

We now have a week off before the next round of procedures. We look forward to the time off and for a chance to spend some quality time together.

Frank and Peggy

Well, the day started in the sweetest way.
Frank's cell phone rang at 3 am with Chandler singing Happy Birthday to herself on the other end. I awoke to sound of Frank joining in. Such precious music. She was born at 3 am, and I guess her body more than mine recognized the time because I was sound asleep!

Chandler Welles Carlton, Daddy and I love you so much, and we wish you a very,very happy birthday!! We can't wait to get home and celebrate in style!

The rest of the day was just as wonderful. But you need background to really appreciate this. Frank and I played a lot of backgammon in college and in our earlier years of marriage. You know, before night feeding and crying babies! Anyway, Frank always had a nack for "calling" his roll. He'd say, "double sixes", and sure enough, he's roll them! Happened all the time.

Well today, Frank woke up and said, "I'm gonna do this today. All of them - today." Well, he did. We won't know for sure until tomorrow, but the doctor said he thinks they got 20 million! Most conservative - 15 million, at the most - 24.

Regardless of how successful today was, they always follow up with a "partial" collection. So, we return tomorrow for partial collection, see the doctor, and head home for Memphis!!

I have cried quite a bit today. Tears of joy, anticipation, gratitude, thankfulness, and tears of concern for our fellow friends that haven't collected yet. We started this process with other patients that we have seen everyday, lived next door to and grown to like very much. If you would, pray for them to have successful collections as well.

That is the big picture. Now for some details. Frank - who is on pain meds and says he'll catch up later - said the process wasn't as bad as he had anticipated. Since Tuesday, his back had been throbbing because of the growth factor shots. That was to be expected, but it didn't make it feel any better! The larger catheter went in today without difficulty, and he rested comfortably for the 4 hours it took to get the stem cells. His shoulder is very sore right now, and that's his only complaint at the moment.

Frank's parents have been here since Sunday, and left this evening. We had a sweet time together, watched a lot of TV, seen a few movies and had lots of laughs. As always, their encouragement and support of the five of us collectively and as individuals means so much.

At home, Mom has been very busy. She and Lisa and Daddy stepped in and took care of all the things I had planned to do for the Wed and Thurs. I was planning to come home. And in between all of that, Chase was nice enough to share his strep throat with Zach and Chandler. Momma, you've been mommy and daddy for about a month, and there aren't even enough words to say what you've done means to us. You have sacrificed much, and we thank you.

This process has been long and draining, but God has seen us through. He's gone before and behind us and protected every step. He has answered every prayer. He has heard every cry and bottled every tear. Frank and I both want to give God all the praise and glory for this process going like it has. We are thankful for the body of Christ that has taken such good care of us while we've been gone. For the meals and help with the kids and the prayers and encouragement - for everything - we thank you from the bottom of our hearts.

Memphis - here we come!!! Peggy and Frank

What a morning we've had! Our plan today was for me to go home while his parents were still here with Frank. There is a lot going on at home today and tomorrow that I was hoping to be there for. Zach has a math competition today. Chandler's 11th birthday is tomorrow, and they have a big school program in the morning. But you know what they say about the best laid plans.

Momma called this morning to tell us Chase has 101 fever and a sore throat. When we got to the hospital the nurses told us Frank was still Neutropenic, and I shouldn't go home in fear of bringing anything back, and we would still look for collection first thing next week. All the while, Chase and Mom are at the doctor - strep throat.

We are rearranging things for "plan B", feeling disappointed, but going with the flow. Frank is ready to go home. And the thought of waiting until next week for collection was also disappointing.

Then, everything changed. Frank's blood work came back. His white count has made a huge jump - from 0.3 to 7.7! They are adding the Pro-count to the blood work, and it's possible that they could begin collection this afternoon. We won't hear for another hour or two.

God knows best and has protected the timing of everything. That has been my main prayer apart from Frank's safety. He knows our hearts, and the desires we have big and small. I am in awe of his great love for each one of us - every one of us.

Gracious is the Lord, and righteous; Yes, our God is merciful. Psalm 116:5

I hope you all had a wonderful weekend. Frank and I had a whirlwind of a weekend being apart for the first time since his treatment began. Momma and I switched places on Friday, and I was home in Memphis with the children. It was an emotional homecoming for us all, and it felt good to be home. We were so busy with baseball and piano, church and other activities that we stayed on the run. The highlight for me was playing "monkey in the middle" in the kitchen. The kids told me I was good at it - a high compliment indeed! A good time was had by all.

Frank and Momma did great in Little Rock. Frank's levels dropped making him Neutropenic. This means he has to be more careful about infection, crowds and diet. His spirits have remained very "up". I am most proud of how involved he has become about his care/treatments. He is drawing up and giving himself his own shots, and flushing his lines all by himself. Go Frank!

Sunday afternoon, Frank's parents came to Little Rock and Momma went home to be with Daddy - what a trooper he has been! Thank you daddy! Frank started running fever and it was creeping up as the evening progressed, so I came back to Little Rock late Sunday to be with him. God was merciful and answered our prayer. His fever is down this morning.

Our visit to the clinic was more informative this time. They said his levels should drop even more today, to zero to be exact. As his levels start to come back up, that's when they'll be looking for the prime time to start collecting. The nurse practitioner thought this wouldn't be until next week. That was a little disappointing, because we were thinking that it would be this week.

We have prayed for God's timing for each phase of this treatment. We are trusting and believe that He knows best. Keep praying for those stem cells to grow!
Frank was able to introduce his parents and my mom to the staff and show them around the hospital. It's been neat to share this experience with them.

Thank you for praying for Jim. His PET scan and doctor appointment was today. We are so thankful to our Lord for a good report. His white count is down because of the radiation, but the PET didn't show any "hot spots" for cancer. Jim and Lisa, we are so happy for you and thrilled with the progress. Please keep them in your prayers that God would bring him into complete recovery and stronger each day. We love you.

We are half way there. We feel God's peace during this process. It is real. I am thankful for the gentleness of God in that when I begin to doubt and fear, He puts someone in my path to encourage me and bring back to the truth. The truth that we are never far from Him, and He has given all we need to live this life with victory. We are never alone. You are never alone. I am so grateful - for Him - and for you.

Love, Peggy

God the Refuge of the Righteous

Psalm 94:18,19 If I say, "My foot slips," Your mercy, O Lord, will hold me up. In the multitude of my anxieties within me, Your comforts delight my soul.

What I am typing is very awkward, but here it goes, all the time I've spent sitting around with cancer patients has been an encouragement to me. The will of the spirit is not easily witnessed in acts of mediocrity.

I have a new myeloma friend, Mr Ables, who is a gem of a guy. He doesn't have many of the advantages someone like myself has (age & health) yet he is quite a fighter. His determination and focus are to be admired. Everyone please keep him lifted up.

Each day I get messages from various people from different avenues in life. Some of the messages tell me that in some way they are inspired by me or this "event". Well, I want to encourage you not to let the inspiration end with me. Remember, as Mr. A does, take time to comfort the souls of others.

This is, after all, the example we've been given!
Frank

Wow - April already? This is the day the Lord has made, and we are making the choice to be glad in it.

Pray that we will do that again tomorrow. Sometimes it comes easy, and sometimes it's just a choice. We know He is near and we feel His peace.

Frank feels pretty yucky. His stomach is upset pretty much all the time. He didn't eat much of anything yesterday, so I'm trying to encourage him to try something, but we are being careful. This is why they told him to put on weight if he could - for moments such as these.

He got the chemo bag off yesterday. Now he gets 2 shots a day until collection is over. They will check his blood levels often, and when they look right, they will start collection.

Keep praying for those little stem cells! After being on the phone all day with the insurance company, I will be able to give him his second shot here which will save us a trip to the hospital everyday. We are thankful for that.

Thank you for keeping us in your prayers. We need them, and feel them.

Jim's test was rescheduled for next Monday. We will continue to pray for great results.

Love to you all, Peggy

Hello.

Well, it's late Sunday night. Please join us is praying for our brother-in-law tomorrow. Jim has a CAT scan and PET scan Monday to check for any cancer since his radiation. We are praising God for the healing that has taken place and asking God for good reports that will keep Jim cancer free...forever!

Nausea has been bothering Frank a little over the weekend. He's sleeping a lot due to the medicine. He gets the chemo dc'd tomorrow afternoon, and he's ready for that. Starting Tues. he gets the growth hormone shots to make the stem cells migrate out of the marrow into the blood stream. We are praying that millions of his cells will just move on out!! The goal is 20 million.

It was so wonderful to see the kids over the weekend. We were all together...even with the dog. Having the dog was a little much, but she enjoyed seeing the kids so much she went home with them! Chase had some trouble separating from us, which was very hard on me. We've never been apart for this long. As a special request, I made him a strawberry cake tonight and will overnight it to him in the morning. We talked on the cell phone on the way home and he said he would fax us a picture for our refrigerator.

Your prayers mean so much. This isn't easy, but we feel the presence of the Lord with every step we take. The great news as well as the heart breaks. We praise Him for being our great Physician, Healer, Comforter and friend.

Love to you all, Peggy and Frank

Good day to you!! We are having a great weekend so far.

Momma met us in Forrest City and we got the children. It was great to see them after 5 days, and even better to touch, hug and kiss them! The week was so busy with projects and events, that I know Momma will enjoy her quiet time. I hope her and Daddy enjoy the weekend.

Frank and I made it to the hospital just in time for his chemo appointment. So while he was getting his bag changed, I took the kids on a little tour and introduced them to the nurses. I think it helped them to see for where we actually go when we leave them, but typical of children their age, playing with the wheelchair became priority!

We ate ribs at Chili's and finished out our evening at the 24 hour Wal-Mart. It's a good thing we are done having children because if I ever had another boy, I'd name him Sam Walton. If it weren't for him, we wouldn't have the priviledge of being treated so close to home...besides that, who doesn't love Wal-Mart??

We had a good, sweet breakfast all around the little apartment table. I guess you can tell that I am thrilled to have us all together again. God is good. Our spirits are high. Frank is feeling good with the chemo. No problems. Next week is when his levels drop and he feels tired, so this visit is an answer to prayer in regard to timing.

Thank you for your prayers.
Have a wonderfully blessed day!
Love, Peggy

Praise God. Today was a great day!

The procedures that were performed on me were ones that I have been very anxious about for a long time. Today I had a second port inserted into my chest..it's called a triple lumen catheter. For some reason I have been under the impression that the process hurt and the catheter would be irritating. Well I am happy to admit that I was wrong.

Now I am not saying that the things that were done were fun, but I (we) made the best of it and tried to make everyone else smile. That's how I am.you know.

Later the 4th round of Chemo was hooked up. I'll be carrying it with me in a shoulder pouch everywhere I go for the next 5 days. I've named it Me-Mini. well not really, but I do need a name for my pal. How about you guys posting some suggestions. If one really strikes me I'll get the kids to draw a face and stick it to the side of my bag.

The other cool news is that my tumors/bone lesions are getting smaller and the cancer is still in responding to the Chemo.

We are so very grateful to you all. For your prayers, for the gifts of service and support, for the love, and for being behind us 110% thank you again.

Finally I had a really neat conversation with a man from Kennett MO today. It is always neat to speak with fellow patients and to hear their perspectives. He had attended a support group meeting on Wed. night. He was pleasantly surprised to find out that everyone who spoke, spoke of their faith in God. I immediately thought of the old saying that you don't find atheists in foxholes.

When traumatic events come upon us (as humans) normally we seek God out for comfort and reassurance.
One of my prayers through all this is that as believers, we will learn to rely on Him when times are good. (Psalms 2,3, & 8) As you can imagine I've had a great deal of time to think about my life of 38 years. Something that I regret is that in a way I have taken for granted how truly blessed I am.

As you read this note from me to you, if you have not taken stock of the blessings in your life, don't wait. You never know when you'll step in a foxhole.

Until tomorrow
Frank

Hello All:

Today was one filled with activities. Blood drawn at 8:00am, then X-rays, EKG, psychological profile & assessment (I always flunk that one), bone marrow aspiration (the fun one), and we wrapped up with an MRI.

Peg and I have done the routine enough now that we actually know all the people in the departments. Having familiar faces to speak with, sort of takes the edge off the inconveniences of being here.

While doing our tasks for the day we met people from Tampa FL, Nashville, Richmond Virginia, North Carolina, Kennett MO, and Louisville KY. I even met a Myeloma patient that was younger than me - 36. That was a surprise.

Well Wednesday is day 2, just a few things on the agenda. We are both feeling great and ready for what happens next.

Thank you for your prayers. God has given us both a real sense of peace about this trip. He is faithful!

Frank

Loved ones,

Today was absolutely gorgeous, making it difficult to stay indoors and pack...so we didn't! The boys went to the park and played baseball, and Chandler rode her bike with me while I jogged.
Frank and I leave tomorrow for Little Rock. We have to be at the hospital at 7:30 for a long day of tests. The good news is he only has one appointment Wednesday morning, and then the rest of the day off. He starts chemo on Thursday after seeing the doctor.

Thank you all for keeping up with us and praying for us. Right now we are praying for these things:

1. That Frank would stay free from infection ( he gets a new triple lumen catheter for thischemo that stays in until collection)
2. That his body would respond to the protocol as planned with God's perfect timing in regard to each new phase.
3. That mom and the kids would have a sweet and safe time together.
4. That God would be glorified in this process.

The address there is:
Frank Carlton
c/o Eagle Hill Apartments
2 A Eagle HillLittle Rock, AR 72210
501-407-9857 (our apt)

Talk to you guys soon, Peggy

Today I would like to wish my mom, Frances, and my wife, Peggy, a very Happy Birthday.

Both of these very special ladies are 29 years young and holding!

Love Frank :o)

Hello loved ones! We hope this finds you happy and healthy...and wearing green.

We've been gone for spring break. My brother-in-law's family graciously opened up their home to us in Florida. We enjoyed the warm sun, and the beautiful ocean. It had been so gloomy here for so long! Just being in the sunshine was like medicine for us all. We darted over to Orlando to visit family before coming home Saturday. We are so very thankful for that blessing!!!!

I'm ready for summer now, spoiled by the weather. As I unpacked today, I switched out summer and winter clothes - which means it'll be cold again next week! Does that happen to anybody else?

Frank had a good week. He's still adjusting his medicine a bit. After a few days, he quit one of his pills and was a new guy (actually the ole' guy) by mid-week. He still has his cough and just started running a low grade fever tonight. We stay in close contact with Little Rock, and he goes for blood work tomorrow. Please pray the fever will go away and he'll get rid of the cough.

We leave March 24 for Little Rock. This is the first 3-4 week stay for the Stem Cell Collection. Please pray for us and the children during this time. The separation is longer than we've ever had before. As a mom, I'm sure it's "hurting me more than it's hurting them". I am praying that is true!

Our hope is to see them on the weekends. We're not making any plans too far in advance, rather seeing how Frank is feeling day by day. Pray also for Nana - for her strength.Frank is resting - gargling salt water ~ but sends his love to all.

Have a wonderful day!! Peggy

HAPPY 7th BIRTHDAY to Chase!

He's so excited ~ and we are too! We all woke him up singing, and then surprised him with donuts. Chandler told him he wouldn't really be 7 until 2:51 pm, which had him a little concerned. But Daddy reassured him it would be his birthday all day long. Whew! Big sister can tease with confidence because she was born at 3am! Zach and Chase have been wrestling and rolling around for days. Male bonding ~ nothing like it.

Frank's levels have recovered and he's off the shots. He's responded well to all the treatments thus far. Now, we are trying to wrap our thoughts around the next trip to Little Rock. We leave March 24 for 3-4 weeks, where they will collect his stem cells. All of this is overwhelming and an adjustment, of course, with emotional highs and lows, but overall I think Frank's doing great. Frank has always had a positive disposition, and I continue to be amazed at his strength.

Psalm 46:1 My prayer for he and I is that we will not worry these next 2 weeks. Rather, plan and prepare the best we know how and fully rely on God's promises for the the rest. Hum...it looks easier on paper! This is a challenge indeed. But the fight is not ours.

Thank you for your prayers.I am thankful for the hope we have in our Lord.Love to you all, Peggy

Hello!
We are enjoying reading the guestbook!! If we're missing the good stuff because of the letter limit, email us!

We don't want to miss what you have to share.Frank is doing well, but his white count is under 500. This was expected ~ a normal reaction to the chemo. He gets a shot everyday to help these levels recover quicker. He is more at risk, so our prayers are focused on keeping him free from infection.

The children are well. That is answered prayer.Our women's leader at church puts together verses so that the woman's bible study group is praying in unity. I thought I would share them with you, too.

God is so wise. His plan for His Holy Spirit and the body of believers is so awesome. He is enough. His word is enough.

Frank and I are thankful for you. We are overwhelmed with deep emotion because of the love and care we feel from others.

Thank you for your prayers! Love, Peggy